Hello

[Princess of Darkness]

Hi Everyone

The reason i wanted to join this site is that I am at a constant battle with food, I have been on a diet (infact iv tried many) since I was 14. I am now nearly 27 and and am still in this war with food. I am now the heaviest I have ever been, Well apart from being pregnant with my son and I feel at a total loss, I binge when im depressed, When the reason im depressed in the first place is the constant thought of my weight. It has got to the point of desperation to be my ideal weight , which would be about 7 and a half to 8 stone, everytime I try a new diet it fails miserably as I am weak and give in too easily. I am now about 10 stone and cannot seem to move that from the scales, to the point now where I have given up weighing myself. Today I started my new diet regime, which is not to eat at all and it seemed to have worked until I got home from work and my partner suggested we get a KFC for tea and again same senario I gave in at the first hurdle. Its a constant pattern, some weeks i wont eat then the others I will binge, then feel guilty and make myself throw up (I dont do this all the time, only when i feel i have eaten the whole of my body weight and will burst at any second).

Well enough about me, Time to start again tomorrow, wish me luck I will stick it out

[Professorana]

Welcome, sweetie. I'm 28 and just had my baby 4.5 months ago. I know how you feel but you really can get down to your gw and we ladies will help you whenever you like. It's tough to get over the first few times when you have to say "no" to food but it gets easier and easier and becomes more comfortable as time goes by. Ana works, trust it and you'll be ok. It just takes a lot of will power at the beginning.

Talk to me whenever you like,
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